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Cezanne

by Ben Mish

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1.
BECAUSE I LOVED YOU Darlin’, do you recall the hours of the trip on the bus from LA? It was because I loved you that I let the weight of the misery stay Darlin’, I was the dog who was left out on the porch It was because I loved you that I moved through the mine with a torch Because I loved you, it’s true Because I love you, I do Darlin’, you told me to dig as deep as I could till the oil hit my foot But I picked with my axe and I came out relaxed, all I had was a face full of soot Darlin’, you said that love is infinite and we must be strong It was because I loved you that I sat down and wrote this song Because I loved you, it’s true Because I love you, I do Darlin’, the screen door slammed while you chased the dog It was because I loved you that I knew you could hear the desperate bark through the fog Darlin’, I put a note in your back pocket late last night It was because I loved you that I said I could wait till we someday got it right (or your folks got it right) Because I loved you, it’s true Because I love you, I do
2.
Miss Mighty 03:38
MISS MIGHTY I met you on some stormy evening You were running from the people who loved you You told me about the sun And crazy, crazy days Spent out on some distant avenue But hold up, hold up Miss Mighty Hold up, your world won’t let me in So give up, Miss Mighty Have some time for an old friend Just one night, not one hour more I guess the weather is warm in California I guess you found your way like you said you’d do But why not fondly gaze On some clearer, simpler days? I think those ragged days were plenty good But hold up, hold up Miss Mighty Hold up, your world won’t let me in So give up, Miss Mighty Have some time for an old friend Just one night, not one hour more But hold up, hold up Miss Mighty Hold up, the heavens crumble just outside your door So hold up, Miss Mighty Have some time for an old friend Just one night, not one hour more
3.
FOR THE SAKE OF DOUG AND LUCY For the sake of Doug and Lucy The hosts lay out their wares There’s a secret brewing that’s juicy But people try not to stare Can we summon the will To overcome the awkwardness? For the sake of Doug and Lucy We cast our gaze away from this mess We’ve all been told a hundred times But still some people made things up You enter a room when the volume climbs Then it turns into a whisper and a hush There’s always plenty to drink And it drives the nerves away For the sake of Doug and Lucy We got to let them know today Aunt Davis said the car pulled up The pressure’s felt by everyone There’s silence in the living room As the couple climbs the stairs to the sun For the sake of Doug and Lucy The hosts lay out their wares There’s a secret brewing so juicy But people try not to stare We’ve all been told a hundred times But still some people made things up You enter a room when the volume climbs Then it turns into a whisper and a hush There’s always plenty to drink And it drives the nerves away For the sake of Doug and Lucy We got to let them know today We’ve all been told a hundred times But some people made things up You enter a room when the volume climbs Then it turns into a whisper and a hush There’s a secret that’s been brewing And the news is ready to blow For the sake of Doug and Lucy For the sake of Doug and Lucy For the sake of Doug and Lucy We got to let them know today Them know today ALT LYRIC: I think we have to let them know today (I think we have to break the news today)
4.
Fly the Coop 02:46
FLY THE COOP See I once was more responsive Now I just do what feels okay I guess the others are more pensive I guess the birds all fly away As they spoke without their jargon I felt the confidence to choose I guess we all are quickly changing I guess the birds all fly the coop She said, “I love the way you look at me Just take a picture quickly” Then she grabbed another’s hand and rode away I love the way you look at me Just take the picture quickly (And) left me solo on the motorway He tapped his foot while you were working His eyes were darting back and forth Like a lie detector needle jerking You were not sure of south or north See, I once was more responsive, (Oh, we know it’s true) But now I do what feels okay (Oh, we see that in you) All the things have lost their luster (Oh, that’s what they do) All the birds they fly away She said, “I love the way you look at me Just take a picture quickly” Then she grabbed another’s hand and rode away I love the way you look at me Just take the picture quickly (And) left me solo the on the motorway I love the way you look at me Just take the picture quickly Then she grabbed another’s hand and rode away I love the way you look at me Just take the picture quickly (And) leave me solo on the motorway Yeah, we all are quickly changing and the birds fly the coop We all are quickly changing, felt the confidence to choose We all are quickly changing, and the birds all fly the coop Shoop shoop, the birds fly the coop Shoop shoop, the birds fly the coop
5.
Broken 03:26
BROKEN Well, I guess all things fall apart But when I met you it seemed like they were permanent You were brash and your words were like granite Everything came and then it all went So tell me once more as you head for the station And you travel to where the buildings are gray Because I’ve never been broken I’ve never felt cheated I’ve never been held in that way I’ve never been broken So I heard from a wise man That to covet another man’s life Is to ignore your personal trial Your sins, your cross, your strife When I push at the world for the things that I want The world pushes back the other way Because I’ve never been broken I’ve never felt cheated I’ve never been held in that way And if in this whole life I don’t find another And you’re the one that got away I’ll say ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh I’ve never been broken We set out in the green light In a smoky, all-night café No matter how lonely you’re feelin’ Love could be just a moment away And the crowd of people, alone at each table I think they’ve got something to say Because I think they’ve been hungry And they’ve felt the silence And they’ve had to struggle this way And if in this whole life I don’t find another And you’re the one that got away Then I’ll say ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh I’ve never been broken ALT: C3 If in this whole life you don’t find another And I’m the one that got away
6.
Hey Grandma 03:40
HEY GRANDMA There are some things that only grandma knows Washing dishes in the kitchen sink Torn and frayed paintings in the orange living room She cooks us breakfast then she gives us a wink And we walk outside where the freight train goes by Christmas mornin’ and the neighborhood’s so alive Playin’ (boogie woogie and gospel) piano We have so much to holler about Hey Grandma It’s just another day Feelin’ this way Hey Grandma It’s just another day Just another day Now she’s relaxin’ by the fire place The world is waking and for church we’re gonna be late If the late coffee by the back street apartment gate Gets some pity from the city, well grandma tells them to wait See the ice-cube-lemonade coolin’ close by Hear the rush of taxicabs just outside And I know it’s gonna be OK OK, OK, OK Hey Grandma It’s just another day Time gets in the way Hey Grandma It’s just another day Just another day The lights are flashin’ out on Bleeker Street And I’ve got to meet the family and try to be discreet Got to prepare my face for my grandma’s eyes When she looks at me she sees herself and I cannot disguise Oh, sayin’ Hey Grandma It’s just another day Just another day Hey Grandma It’s just another day I don’t want it to go away ALT: (I bet Grandma was a wild one Back in her day But now she provides a sanctuary Where I can go) Just another day (another lovely day,
7.
THE CLOTHES ON MY BACK I have nothin’ but the clothes on my back I have nothin’ but the ace and the jack Once I was such a young wide-eyed boy And when it slipped away, you know, I still found the joy Whoa, leave it alone Whoa, the boss man’s on the phone Sayin’, “Here’s your soul, boy, thanks for the loan” I’ve got nothin’ that I need to take home I have nothin’ but the clothes on my back I have nothin’ but the ace and the jack All up to this point was just coincidence and luck Get a new coat of paint in your apartment and wash your car for a few bucks Whoa, leave it alone Whoa, the boss man’s on the phone Sayin’, “Here’s your soul, boy, thanks for the loan” I’ve got nothin’ I need to take home Whoa, leave it alone Whoa, the boss man’s on the phone Sayin’, “Here’s your soul, boy, thanks for the loan” I’ve got nothin’ I need to take home
8.
Ballerina 03:12
BALLERINA A thousand promises that she couldn’t keep And a thousand scenes that would haunt her in her sleep Why can’t the beauty lay her fears to rest And get lost in her lover’s soft caress? Ballerina You should have seen her As she danced along the lighted stage And a thousand fears that bely your age Cold taproot and tomboy boots What tomorrow brings is anybody’s guess But pray the sun shines down On the path that suits you best Well, the country life you’ve known will do you fine Your friends they drank and they raised hell And they were tough when they drank their wine You’re a farmer’s child; he was a gambler like the rest But you’ve got no reason to go feelin’ like less Ballerina You’re daddy’s queen The way you light the hall like an angel in your dress All those fears in your pretty head Worn-out shoes and tomboy boots What tomorrow brings is anybody’s guess But pray the sun shines down On the path that suits you best Oh, Ballerina You’re playin’ out the classic scene Of someone who’s caught between the beautiful and the rest And a thousand fears in your pretty little head Worn-out shoes and tomboy boots What tomorrow brings is anybody’s guess But pray shuns shine down On the path that suits you best ALT V2: Your father drank and raised hell, etc.
9.
THE OBVIOUS QUESTION As you pulled away You become more real for me As you pulled away Is that always how it is? As you pulled away How did I become This problem for you? Oh, oh, oh Well, I can’t express But the feelin’ is obvious You know I can’t express The obvious question As you pulled away I guess I can’t explain why I should love you As you pulled away One who is so unaffected by romance As you pulled away So fiery And so beautiful Oh, oh, oh Well, I can’t express But the feelin’ is obvious You know I can’t express The obvious question As you pulled away From what I represent From what I am expressing It’s so illusive But you know Well, I can’t express But the feelin’ is obvious You know I can’t express The obvious question It’s the obvious question It’s the obvious question Yeah, it’s the obvious question ALT BRIDGE: (You who, for a brief moment, were enthralled by me And what I represent Perhaps my expressions of the feeling I have about Illusive romances are too obtuse For your sense of pragmatism)
10.
DUST ON THE WINGS Scott was like a butterfly With dust on his wings Flying his highest On those glorious things With wonderful ease He began his ascent to the sky The dust on his wings A mysterious way by But when he discovered The nature of things He could no longer use The strength of his wings And so, with his scepter, He battled his way In search of a breeze-blown Fairy dust day But he sunk shallow As the green turned to blue (With the weight of an evening hue) Slipping as his fears Became chillingly true And when you discover The nature of things You can no longer use The strength of your wings Like a moth in a silly cocoon He stranded himself in the womb of his room And when you discover The nature of things Well you slip into the well Of more practical things

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Tracks 1-10 recorded at the Duplex in Seattle, WA

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