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Some Kind of Midnight

by Ben Mish

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1.
YOU ARE THE ONE (YOU CAN SEE FOREVER) Brandy, in the beginning you were so much fun Brandy, we’d get drunk and dance until the race was run And up came the sun Meeting out with friends and friends of friends No patience, just new acquaintance, handshake extends Till the party ends Wake up, feelin’ the Grand Canyon in your bed Green trees, cookies and hayseed harp instead Playin’ like we’d been wed There’s always a party After the show There’s always a living room Where we can go And at 5am When we pass out again Just know you are the one Baby, you know you wave such a wand Baby, you caught love like a cold Now you’re sick and all Now you have trouble getting out of bed You’re worried about yesterday And all the things you shouldn’t have said Put that on the dirty laundry pile of things you shouldn’t have said When you was twelve years old When you were alone in your head There’s always a party After the show There’s always a living room Where we can go And at 5am When we pass out again Just know you are the one Cracked plates, hubcap soft shakes, child is grown Red room, deep bass, tight gloom, holy moan When you sit alone So many late nights, so many gas lights, and all-night cafes So many horse-riding druggies to take the cake And say “Ondelay” Ariba There’s always a party After the show There’s always a living room Where we can go And at 5am When we pass out again Just know you are the one
2.
The River 03:22
THE RIVER (ROLL AWAY THE STONE) Take me down to the river Roll away the stone Take me down to the river Alone Report this ad Take me down to the river 20 miles from my home Take me down to the river Alone There are thieves in the temple Where the broken women moan There are thieves in the temple Undone When the water from the river Cleans my soul through my bones I will wade through the river Alone Roll away the stone Roll away the stone There is peace in the valley And sun on the water Roll away the stone
3.
Demon Rum 02:38
DEMON RUM With the advent of our summer And the passing of the spring I am joyful to let go But I don’t know what June will bring Say goodbye to all yesterdays The ocean’s swallowing the sun Blame it on that demon rum Blame it on that demon rum Had a wealth of sorrow Had a treasure trove of pain When I started feeling happy Came like a jack in the box again My head is pounding like a freight train My song it has been song Blame it on that demon rum Blame it on that demon rum Memories are counted sweetest By the ones with clearest heads Say a prayer before you lay down In your warm and soft bed Those were days of happiness Oh, we used to be so young Blame it on that demon rum Blame it on that demon rum
4.
AN AMERICAN DREAM Hold my hand tightly and give me your dowry, Candy My mother was good with her money, too, you know This was the dawn of the new millennium, and we ate our pizza and Diet Coke And we boarded the train to find an American dream Seattle is just a forgotten and rainy small town High school friends, they follow you and you can’t escape the past A 14 hour drive to get to San Francisco Candy and I looked for a part of the American dream We’re the fortunate ones We had to run for the train in the rain I’m still breathing heavy, damn those cigarettes When we went to Canada I stopped at the duty-free But you know Candy didn’t want to see too much Whiskey in me Snacking on the bus, you’ve got your new hat And all of the memories remind me of that fact That you read the rags about real estate in California And I’ll read the poetry and we’ll hold hands As the stars come out in the country just outside Ashland, Oregon I woke up in a panic, in the middle of Marin County And I talked to Candy as she slept She used to talk to me, when I was asleep and I’d listen, I’d hear her voice Now it’s just reminiscin’ Tomorrow, Candy, I said we’re going to ride across the Golden Gate Bridge Throw a rock in the water and see how it is to ripple Like the dream that you’re in Oh, Candy, all those cars out on the Golden Gate bridge Are looking for their part of the American dream I hope there is enough of it for all of us I hope there is enough
5.
INNOCENCE (SHININ’ IN THE WINDOW) V1 Some said I lost it in New York City I heard some strains of refrains and it hit me Or maybe in 4th grade when I stole some candy Lay awake while the lord scowled at me PC1 Look under the rug by the door In the closet or the grocery store In a book in a photo album In a movie or a tv program C1 Should I save it up like a pile of money Or write it down like a joke that was funny Where did it go, so sweet like honey Could I have saved my innocence? V2 Threw a quarter in a piggy bank, pull the trigger On a toy gun, mama said there’s something bigger I never saw it but I guess I possessed it Maybe lost it when I confessed it PC2 So I guess I came of age But I didn’t know the exact page Where the chapter turned from a story of white And left me stranded on a big black night C2 Was it in the bank, next to the money Was it on TV, in a joke I found funny Was it in the pantry, next to the honey What happened to that innocence? BRIDGE Did it go when I stole the candy? Did it go when I drank the brandy? Did it go when I fell in love by the lake? Did it go when she said it was a mistake? V3 Maybe it’s still here, hiding in the corner Or in the old man who rung every morning Maybe in the lawn where the green grass grows Maybe in the morning when the bus horn blows PC3 Did the residue stay in the house? By the rug when I took the garbage out I wish I knew what I was looking for It keeps coming up in songs and movie scores C3 (A 4 X CHORUS) But I still like the idea that I had it once Before it all got crazy and I took a chance Before we got wrinkled and gray Before the plot lines faded into the fray It’s kind of like being reminded by a friend Or by your parents of what you had back then A quality you once possessed A thought, an idea held close to the chest (vest) See the sun shining in the window A few months, it will fill up with snow A thing you never knew anyway A thought, an idea that got away Seasons change and the picture is clearer You can’t see it without a rear view mirror Your grandfather did know, one day Before it disappeared into the gray (fray)
6.
CLIMB ON CLEOPATRA She sizzles like a gas-fire grill She shakes like a tambourine She knows the organ grinder’s trill She walks the beat like a magazine queen She’s got heart Stretches out over a city block, yes she will From the very start She’s creates that spinal chill And it’s OK Climb on Cleopatra for a ride She walks like a crossfire at midnight In the spring and meadows she lay Cross the water she’s a pile of spent emotion She’s a shadow of all I’ve come to think or say Gives way to a railway queen See the street men swept with rain Like surefire gasoline I can still hear their refrain Puts my mind on the railway queen The street men and the boatmen exclaim: “She’s The Slipstream Byzantine All Hail, Queen of the Flame” Climb on Cleopatra for a ride As the evening dies away A wave crashes on the Nile Just outside the porter’s bay Sweet Grace bats her eye And it’s OK Climb On Cleopatra for a ride
7.
THREE OLD FISHERMEN The three old fishermen sit at the table They don’t like lumbering over barstools They’re regulars around here and they don’t stray or veer They keep indoors, away from the wretched weather and act cool Old Jim, he tugs on his dirty beard And rambles ‘bout the times of old And Teddy he slaps Jim over n’ over on the back And spits more and more as each tale is told And with each beer that crosses their lips Their volume gets louder and louder And the heater in the corner grumbles out some steam And the waitress serves the three fishermen their chowder They say, “We’re three old fishermen Three old fishermen Three old fishermen for the rest of our lives We’re three old fishermen Three old fishermen Fishin’ for a little juice from this life Fishin’ till the day that we die”
8.
THE NIGHT SLIPS AWAY WHEN YOU NEED IT Ain’t it funny how the night fades when you need it? And when you don’t need it, it’s just lingers on With a bottle of god-knows-what, tempting you to defeat it You pack it up, say “live for today”, and wait for the dawn “Absolutely,” she says so casually but I will not let it slide If you could absolutely pass me by, I‘d wonder if you’d ever learned to cry Because I’ve known nothin’ absolutely, except to want to run faster To want to climb higher, but I’m free falling from the blue sky Ain’t it a pity how the night slips away when you need it? When you don’t need it, it just lingers on Oh, this bedroom is cold and, honey, I can’t defeat it Ain’t it a wonder how when I got something I can’t accept it When I detect it, I can’t feel it with my hand Oh, but I can’t be unprotected, ‘cause that’s when it’s the worst to be neglected But I suppose it’s romantic to be broken on the sand With nothing in your hands, not even your plans All I want in life a place to kick my feet up
9.
WONDER WORKER It was four days from October In the land of Irish Rovers When I saw the man they’d told me of He was a legend and a soldier Of the streets back in Boulder And now he radiated from above I said, “Oh, Wally the Wonder Worker Where are all the lovers And where are all the barkers? Who are the trusted? And who gets busted? For being themselves In a world that tries To make them everybody else?” Wally just winked He said the magic is silence And the truth is rarely violence But action is better than depression But truth is better than aggression
10.
LOVE MAKES YOU HIGH, LOVE MAKES YOU WEARY On a road to a Spanish hideaway With a poem and a songbook tucked away Do ya want to hear a piano picker play? Singin’ “I ain’t got long to stay” On a forked trail where the branches hang down Me and my mate will be traipsing around You gotta chase a good thing down You gotta find something safe and sound Love will make you high, love will make you weary On a gray-banked, ancient street Amongst the lovers, the liars, and the cheats A young woman to defeat In a boat beside the beach “Get up, boy” she says “we depend on you” “Get up, boy, the world don’t care about your blues” “Get over, the world ain’t simple or true” “Grab a shovel or chop some wood” “A dreamer’s life amounts to nothin’ good” Love will make you high, love will make you weary On a gray-banked, ancient street Amongst the lovers, the liars, and the cheats A young woman to defeat In a boat beside the beach

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released June 7, 2019

Recorded at The Duplex

Ben Mish - vocals and piano

Engineered by Moe Provencher

Lyrics and music written by Ben Mish

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