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The Form Behind the Beauty

by Ben Mish

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1.
A SHOT OF ROMANCE WITH A CHASER OF CASH I was in need of a fix I was in lack of a bash But along came the ballroom, the girls for the mash The shimmer of the formal gown The booze that wipes away the frown And I’m feeling like a spring chicken again I was making prose Now I'm feeling like a poet again We are the makers, we are the dreamers We make the party and we’re never late for the bash The sea of the party is wide and inspiring And it gave me the romance that I needed, at last It gave me a shot of romance with a chaser of cash No one can call me tired No one can say I’ve lost my charge ‘Cause fortune has thrown me a bone And all of the elegance in the shimmer of a glass In the shimmer of the dull sound Of the cocktail conversation, the soft drone The soft kiss, the soft sky The impenetrable loss in the baby’s eye We are the makers, we are the dreamers We make the party and we’re never late for the bash The sea of the party is wide and inspiring And it gave me the romance that I needed, at last It gave me a shot of romance with a chaser of cash
2.
THE RAGE YOU CAN’T SUPPRESS Man, I felt half-cocked on Madison The wings had all been jettisoned The cocktail minstrel, he dribbles As the bluegrass band play fiddles We traveled to the Indian coast The locusts surrounded us like ghosts We are so powerless in the hail We dodge the weather, we start to flail We start to realize that it is best To accept the rage you can’t suppress The holy pomp of kitschy art The families who are torn apart The magic in the love divine The simple magic of the shrine We traveled to the Indian coast The locusts surrounded us like ghosts We are so powerless in the hail We dodge the weather, we start to flail We start to realize that it is best To accept the rage you can’t suppress
3.
Lovely Light 02:45
LOVELY LIGHT She heard the stilted cold winds whistle And the mannered voices of the guests The hearth was decorated with holly and thistle When she pulled her lover to her breast I cannot make this world up right I cannot paint a pretty face on the night It is what it is We are what we are, just like the fire And we make a lovely light Her hand rested upon his back She felt the joy of love unwrap She was at the point when the climax snaps This was the point when love was under wraps I cannot make this world up right I cannot paint a pretty face on the night It is what it is We are what we are, just like the fire And we make a lovely light
4.
TALK IS CHEAP I walked with you Under the stars And carried your pain along We held until The morning broke And you felt you could get along And now what sad child In this sad country Would cast her rock away? Send him into the sea And forget what he provided As he sinks into the gray The run is long It doesn’t have to be cheap But when friends turn you out it Cuts too deep Remember the way You knew you Weren’t alone The hill is steep And talk is cheap I waited by the Railroad tracks As you said you wanted to proceed To bid goodbye This tainted town And fulfill your greatest need But what direction did you Think I meant when I Pointed to the sky? Did you think I had Some grand plan That your age could belie? The track is long The trail is deep Why can’t you see that I couldn’t weep? For long enough When you Earned your keep The heart is deep And talk is cheap I carved your name Into the tree And threw a stone out to sea The fireworks burst Up above And you made a promise to me And if I die Before I get the chance to Slip down to Brandon’s Cove Don’t you know that there is never enough Time to keep you up in this grove? The town is old Age is tough Don’t you know that with hours you just can’t Have enough? Don’t watch the clock Don’t call its bluff Because if it loses It won’t pay up I read a book And it came so alive Ripped a page from my soul It pushed me into the world That God built in stride I felt it gave me a goal But what sense can one make Of experience What fact can you disprove? Find the wise man With the green and gray eyes And ask him what we have to lose
5.
TAKE ME OUT OF THE RACE So let’s slow down the pace Let’s plop ourselves down on the bench Let’s watch from the sidelines Let’s make fun of the wench We’ll drink Gatorade And our thirst will be quenched By the fact that we never had to lose Losing is tough Losing feels cold The coach slammed the door in your face And your faith, he stole Oh, please get me out of the race We all want to be great We all want to stand out from the crowd We all want to yell for our cause out loud We all want to make sure the folks are proud But victory rarely leaves you in a safe place So, I think we might win When we take ourselves out of the race After all, you should be thankful That you have a computer The phone lines work And you’re a seasoned commuter You know the best rates You’re respected within the gates Or your safe community Losing is tough Losing feels cold The door slams in your face As your faith has been sold Oh, please get me out of the race We all want to be great We all want to stand out from the crowd We all want to yell for our cause out loud We all want to make sure the folks are proud But victory rarely leaves you in a safe place So, I think we might win When we take ourselves out of the race
6.
LIFE AS A MOVIE I know that I need a place to stay Some place to dig my roots Into the soil, not into clay For foundation I’ll wear stronger boots Where did all the characters go? That, in your story, you did know? What are their sins, what opportunities did they blow? That made them all burn out so slow And if I staggered from this movie Into the real world I fear that it would be too cold The doors all closed The seats all taken Relationships, always close to breakin’ Wives who want to leave their home Lovers who’d rather be alone Friends who don’t know loyalty Families who shame their pedigree Billows of smoke on top of buildings Normal affairs, always close to tragedy Tea cups, Sunday dinners, and empty streets Empty, empty, empty Whatever floats your boat, I guess Whatever way you decide to feel That what you’ve done with all your days Is not just a movie, but something real Thanks for the speech about art and culture Thanks for setting me straight I knew that this was a thankless job I knew that the void was great And if I staggered from this movie Into the real world I fear that it would be too cold The doors all closed The seats all taken Relationships, always close to breakin’ Wives who want to leave their home Lovers who’d rather be alone Friends who don’t know loyalty Families who shame their pedigree Billows of smoke on top of buildings Normal affairs, always close to tragedy Tea cups, Sunday dinners, and empty streets Empty, empty, empty
7.
PARANOIA AFTER LIQUOR Thompson spoke of the paranoia after getting wasted I always get the feeling that he got more wasted than I ever do A weekend of lost thoughts, cloudy pictures, ridiculous conversations But I know that the feeling is true I called a friend at 12:30am He suspected I was drunk Otherwise, why would I call at that hour? He could tell that something stunk It is me And I know it’s not polite To get hammered and stumble blindly into the night But it’s OK as long as you can tell yourself that you feel all right Paranoia after liquor Lost words, the memory flickers Into the stupor I quickly sunk I offended some with talk of finance and social class It always feels a bit crass To talk of business at a social gathering I called a friend at 12:30am He suspected I was drunk Otherwise, why would I call at that hour? He could tell that something stunk It is me And I know it’s not polite To get hammered and stumble blindly into the night But it’s OK as long as you can tell yourself that you feel all right Paranoia after liquor Lost words, the memory flickers
8.
DOS AND DON’TS Don’t bring your baby to the ball Don’t force your glory days to be recalled Don’t gossip about the girl next door Don’t gossip about the company whore Dos and don’ts Dos and don’ts Dos and don’ts Don’t put your ideology on display Who cares if you’re republican, vegan, or gay This is not the place to eulogize It’s a capricious move, you must stay wise Dos and don’ts Dos and don’ts Dos and don’ts Don’t criticize your spouse, my friend Don’t push it to some uncertain end Don’t disparage the décor A negative attitude will ruin you, for sure Dos and don’ts Dos and don’ts Dos and don’ts
9.
Roots 03:30
ROOTS You say, “The sea is beautiful, the sea is old Its wisdom bright, its tranquility bold The sea has many in its hold Its romantic curl, its incessant fold” I say that the sea cares nothing for you, actually I can only curse it for cursing me But when I throw my regrets into the wind Sure, a few will blow back at me like sand You threw down some roots And I watched as they grew I think that putting down roots has been good for you But eventually they’ll sink in the sea And lift this foreboding weight off of me For altering the force of gravity And the old friend who, every so often, stops by to visit me Oh, Jesus I’m so sorry, too That I couldn’t follow the sermons you threw But I feel like there is reason for the crowds you drew And all of the sad emotions you once knew You threw down some roots And I watched as they grew I think that putting down roots has been good to you
10.
MISSING THE PLAN He looks into house It’s messier than he’d like The bathroom’s in neglect And he can hardly lift the pen to sign the checks To pay the bills And his girlfriend wants to go Where married people go The Cayman Islands, in the sun If life was different, it would be fun This wasn’t what you planned for This wasn’t what you planned for This isn’t what you imagined, not at all This is what happened when you were making plans Life happens when you’re making plans He sits in the dining room And crunches numbers in his bathrobe The sinking feeling tells him run But he knows his duty here’s not done This wasn’t what you planned for This wasn’t what you planned for This isn’t what you imagined, not at all This is what happened when you were making plans Life happens when you’re making plans Is he but 22? Or is he 45? He can’t remember in the dark He’s numb to inside the house Outside the car is parked What a crappy car This wasn’t what you planned for This wasn’t what you planned for This isn’t what you imagined, not at all This is what happened when you were making plans Life happens when you’re making plans

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Recorded at M.O.B. Studios

Ben Mish - vocals and piano

Engineered by Zech Valette

Lyrics and music written by Ben Mish

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released June 7, 2023

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